Shigatsu wa Kimi no Uso episode 17
It may still be too early to say this, but it really does look like Kaori is going to die. They are focusing so much on it that there is very little change that she is going to survive. She either dies or loses the ability to play the violin.
My motivation to continue writing joyful Shigatsu wa Kimi no Uso posts is almost all gone now that Kaori keeps doing worse and worse. They are focusing so much on her and her situation and about how she wants people to remember her, that the outcome is looking worse and worse. Something bad is coming and I am expecting the worst.
Kousei? He is continuing. He is still playing and he is still motivating others to play as well. This is probably because Kaori is still with us, even though he, too, probably knows that something awful is about to happen soon. The worst part is that we still don’t know what’s wrong with Kaori after all these weeks.